your music provided joy to the world.
the doctor who gave you these meds did the wrong thing but you asking for these medsand shopping for different doctors means you were doing the wrong thing also.
regardless of being famous or not; drug seeking behavior is not a good thing.
Michael, I thought by now I would be better... but, I remain somewhat the same. I still shed a tear, when I hear your name. Thoughts of you flood my mind- day after day... When people ask why I do I act the way I do, I don't know what to say. It's funny how much I love you when you never even knew my name... but Michael, you will forever be my love... this will never change. :-)
Dear Michael, it was 1982 when I saw you the first time. I was 11 years and I was immediately fascinate how you dance and sing "Beat it". It was a pleasure and a honor to have the possibility to see you live at concerts...You are the best singer, dancer, songwriter and entertainer of this century...MJ you are the sweetest person I have ever seen...you will be ever in my heart!
Michael here is my 7th poem for you. I am sorry i didnt get this posted here on the day of your 2nd year of death but i had to put it on my facebook page and havent been on here since. Michael, it hurt me so bad that day and all i could do was cry. Today i was finally able to start listening to your songs. I didnt listen before now because i would have started crying. I had to make myself listen today and I am glad I did. My friend Toni helped me with this because i wanted to listen and hear your voice so bad yesterday but was afraid. I know you wouldnt have wanted that but thats just who I am. I hope u liked this 7th poem and i will be writing more for you my love. I still keep looking up at the clouds and hope one day I will see you doing the moonwalk again. I want to see your smile and hear your laughter to. please come back to me in my dreams. I will end this now because I am begining to cry. This is what happens everytime I really start thinking about you. I LOVE U SO MUCHMichael my love,It has been 2 yrs. now to this day that God actually came and took you away.It stills feels like a bad dream to me, and like one day I will wake up and actually see you standing beside me.I thought that the pain I have inside would have calmed down by now, but that was a lie.At times I picture us walking along together on the beach, hand in hand, laughing, and enjoying each other, you and me my friend.I see us splashing in the water, chasing each other until you catch me.We then lay on a blanket, side by side looking into each others eyes.Then we start to kiss, oh that moment, I have waited so long for this.I can't let that feeling go, for I need you with me now more than ever you know.Today is your day, oh that is true and we all are actually calling for you.You said if we do, you would be here for us, so come on Michael, come to us.We need you my Angel more than ever you see, for we all are crying today, especially me. We need to see your face, oh that beautiful smile, your famous moonwalk, oh that would make it all worthwile.It's your day in Heaven above, so let them enjoy this as much as it should have been for us.We will all be together someday you see, then we can have our Michael back, and that is our dream.Take care my love and give them a show and we will be picturing it from down here below.I LOVE YOU MICHAELFOREVER AND ALWAYSYOUR TINKERBELL.
Michael,I've been having nightmares ever since you diedEvery time I listen to your songs I always criedBut what makes me feel warm insideIs to see your smile which you will never have to hideEvery time you smile it's brighter than the sunshineWhen ever you sing your voice just blows my mindMichael Jackson has the most sweetest smileThat I'll be thinking of every once in a whileYou will always be the "KING OF POP"Michael Jackson will always be the first on topI always sing your songs before I go to bedMichael Jackson will always be stuck in my headMy favorite songs by him are "WILL YOU BE THERE and BAD"You will always be the greatest singer the world has ever hadMy most favorite part on "WILL YOU BE THERE" is this"I'LL NEVER LET YOU APARTFOR YOU'RE ALWAYS IN MY HEART"I cry every time I think of youWhich are so very trueI cry every night about youWhich I cannot stopMichael Joseph Jackson will always be the "KING OF POP"If someone tries to replace youI will "SCREAM"" in their earSaying, "DON'T REPLACE MICHAEL JACKSON OR YOU WILL SLEEP EVERY NIGHT WITH TONS OF FEAR!" If you are thinking of Michael Jackson and his music is onJust stop everything you're doingAnd "JAM ON"Doesn't matter if you can't danceJust give it a try And give it one chanceIf "YOU ARE NOT ALONE" just dance and sing "DON'T STOP 'TILL YOU GET ENOUGH" Or even if there is mirror thereJust say this "I'M STARTING WITH THE MAN IN THE MIRROR I'M ASKING HIM TO CHANGE HIS WAYS"Or if that doesn't make you laugh just put on a leather jacket and "SRCEAM" " WHOSE BAD" And start dancingLike I said before"I'LL NEVER LET YOU APART FOR YOU'RE ALWAYS IN MY HEART"That will always be trueThere's one more thing I need to say"I MISS YOU""I WANT TO HUG YOU""I WANT TO SING TO YOU"AND MOST OF ALL"I LOVE YOU"
Another year has gone, we're still alone. How could this be? You're not here with us. I'm drowning in my sorrow, in my tears. It's like there is no air. Why did you had to go? And live our wold so cold?How to continue taking this pain? Tomorrow is my birthday, and if I had one wish, yeah, you'd be it. You deserve all the best in the world. The justice must be done. For you, and for us. You are our life, our world, our sun, our moon, our everything. I'm here for you, We are here for you. I guess that's what you want. I cannot imagine another year without you. I want to hear your sweet voice now saying '' I'm here ''. I wish that love would come today. I can't even breathe, I can't even see. But I have to keep my head up and don't give up today. I have no words to express the love I feel for you. I have no words to express how I miss you. You're in a better place, there they know what you are, you're in the place where the angels must be. I will be there, I will still care, I will be there in your darkest hour, in your deepest despair, in your trials, in your turbulations. In the promise of another tomorrow. We never let you part, for you're always in our hearts. Thank you Michael, thank you so much. You are my angel ♥
Should I drink myself into a stuporErase the twenty-fifth of June?Or should I sit up all nightHoping to see you walk the moon?Or in my mind at early dawnPick a rose and lay it downAt the gates of Forest Lawn?
I know that I will live this day Like all the days since you are gonePut one foot before the other While pain grows back like nailsCarry you like you’re my brotherTill my heart no longer ails
But if I feel sorry for myselfAnd now I know I doI’ll share and give to those in needKnowing you would do that too
Didnt know where to put this so I’ll put it here. Peter King who is over Homeland Security (how did Obama do that?), is thinking of running for President. We don’t want him in the Whitehouse. I don’t know what kind of protest can be done for a presidential candidate without the secret service knocking at the front door, lol, but can anything be done to get the word out that this is the Congressman who defamed Michael Jackson after his death?
Rep. Peter King (R-N.Y.) says he never imagined the short Web video he made bashing the media for its round-the-clock coverage of Michael Jackson's death would go viral the way it has.
The congressman said in a telephone interview this afternoon that when he typically sets up a news conference, "maybe one radio station shows up." Of the frenzied reaction over his Jackson video, he said, "I didn't get expect it would get this response...My God."
In the video, which King posted on YouTube, the tough-talking, blue-collar Long Island pol calls Jackson a "pervert," a "child molester" and a "pedophile" and says the media has "disgraced itself" with its relentless coverage of the pop superstar's passing.
King's video, which as of this afternoon had more than 22,600 views and had generated a spate of news stories, has infuriated die-hard Jackson fans. They have mobilized online to dethrone King, so to speak.
King tells the Sleuth that just as his stance has won him detractors, he also has plenty of supporters. "A professional wrestler from Long Island who weighs 500 pounds has offered to be my bodyguard," King told the Sleuth, chuckling.
The wrestler is known as Boss Hog Calhoun, the grandson of legendary wrestler Haystack Calhoun.
King says he has gotten so much attention for his Jackson video that he has had to turn down TV appearances, which, as anyone familiar with the camera-loving Long Island congressman knows, is very rare.
King was asked to debate Al Sharpton on CNN this afternoon but said no. "It could get out of control," King told us, adding, as if to show he has a touch of sensitivity, "Someone did die here. And the funeral is tomorrow."
Never mind that Jackson was acquitted in 2005 of charges he molested a 13-year-old boy. "He still admitted sleeping with young boys," King said. The congressman also mentioned the "holding the kid over the ledge" incident in which Jackson famously dangled his infant son over a hotel balcony in Berlin in 2002.
"He's a guy who put young children at risk," said King, who describes himself as "50-50" on whether he'll seek his party's nomination to challenge Sen. Kirsten Gillibrand (D-N.Y.) in 2010.
"Let's knock out the psychobabble," King said in his video about Jackson. "This guy was a pervert, he was a child molester, he was a pedophile. And to be giving this much coverage to him day in and day out, what does it say about us as a country? I just think we're too politically correct."
In his interview with the Sleuth, King called the media's coverage of Jackson's death "an orgy. That's what it is."
Here is another poem for u baby. I love u so very very much. 6th poem
Michael me sweet angel so full of wings, I wish you would fly down here just to be with me.It is hard for me to fight back the tears, but oh how God I just wish you were here.Some nights I can't sleep just thinking about you and I keep asking myself, is this really true.It's so hard to believe that you are actually gone, because everyday I can hear your voice, I hear it in your songs. I've had dreams about you my love, that you were really with me, and not up in heaven above you see.I didn't want to wake up, for I wanted to stay with you, because you make me so happy, and I have always loved you.You were my life and I wanted to be your wife, but was to afraid to go to California, that is right.Now I regret that big mistake I made and I cant bring that back no matter how hard I pray.I wish I could be 22 yrs. old again because I would come to you and never leave you my friend. I would be by your side through thick and thin because you would have been my husband, my lover, my best friend.We would of had kids, oh so many, for we both love children and we both wanted plenty.Michael I would have made you happy my love, for we both were so much alike, I was your soul mate and that is right. I would have been with you when you were practicing your songs, and even your dance moves, I wouldn't have gone.I would have been with you when you were rehearsing your shows, for I supported you in everything you know. I love you Michael and will never let you go for I love you so much baby, and God only knows.I LOVE YOU MICHAEL
Michael, I changed the 5th poem for u just a little bit. I hope u like it better. I will be working on some more for u. I Love U. Michael, Last year on the 4th of July in 2010 I went to the park to see the fireworks my friend. I asked God if he would please give me a sign and oh how he did that, it was out of sight. Right at the last I didn't know if it would be, and then all of a sudden it was him, you, and me. A firework shot off, 3 hearts that is true and they were actually red, white, and blue and then I knew it was you. God was the red heart for he gives us all love. You were the white heart for your an angel up above. My heart was the blue one oh how that is true, for my heart is blue each and everyday of the week for you. I don't know how to get over this pain, for I have even asked God time and time again. To this day I still can't listen to all of your songs or watch your videos but one day maybe it will be possible you know. Sometimes it seems like the days are getting better, but then all of a sudden it goes back to that horrible day for me. Maybe one day if I pray hard enough you see, the hurt I have inside will actually be set free. Michael I know you wouldn't want this sadness for you are so full of love, but my life just isn't the same with you so far up above. I look up at the clouds, on a bright beautiful day and hope one day I'll see you doing your dances, including the "Moonwalk", oh Lord I pray. Michael I know your making everyone happy and so joyous up in heaven and I know I shouldn't be so greedy and jealous of them. I wanted to come to you one day soon but your life was taken from us, oh how that is true. I love you Michael and will never let you go and one day I'll be with you, that's a promise from me, you know. I LOVE U MICHAEL ALWAYS AND FOREVERhope u like this one better My Love, My Peter Pan, My Angel up heaven, you are my man.
Michael my love, here is my 5th poem which I have just finished for u. I love u so much sweetheart and I promise I will be writing more.
Michael, last year on the 4th of July in 2010 I went to the park to see the fireworks my friend. I asked God if he would please give me a sign, and oh how he did that, it was out of sight.Right at the last I didnt know if it would be, and then all of a sudden, it was him, you, and me.A firework shot off, 3 hearts that is true, and they were actually red, white, and blue and then I knew that it was you.He was the red heart for he gives us all love, you were the white heart for your an angel up above.My heart is the blue one, oh how that is true, for my heart is blue each and everyday of the week for you.I don't know how to get over this pain for I have even asked God time and time again.To this day I still can't listen to all of your songs or watch your videos, but one day maybe it will be possible you know.Sometimes it seems like it's gettng better each day but then all of a sudden it goes back to that horrible day.Maybe one day if I pray hard enough you see, the hurt I have inside will actually be set free.I know you wouldnt want this sadness, for you are so full of love, but my life just isn't the same with you so far up above.I look up at the clouds, on a bright beautiful day, and hope one day I'll see you doing your dances, including the moonwalk, oh Lord I pray.I know your making everyone happy and so joyous up in heaven and I know I shouldn't be so greedy because you are with them. I wanted to come to you one day soon but your life was taked from us, oh how that is true. I LOVE YOU MICHAEL and will never let you go and one day I'll be with you, that's a promise, that is so. I LOVE YOU MICHAELALWAYS AND FOREVER MY LOVE
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